A lot has happened since my last post. Joe, Morgan and I have made it back it to our home after 100 days... I unpacked our whole house in record time with assistance from friends and family and a March 7 welcome our baby girl into the world... Abigail enter at 4:07 at 8lbs 6oz. I did end up making changes to my birthing plan but was happy with the outcome. Today she is a month old and started smiling at us and it just takes my breath away.
I also today was reminded that life is too short... a couple people from high school posted that a Luke passed away... my heart dropped wondering if this Luke was the same Luke I dated in high school. I hoped it wasn't he is just a year old then me and I could only image what might have happened... However my worst fear was confirmed and I can't feel anything but shock, sad and in disbelief. This is so strange as we have not spoken or seen each other in years and always in the back of my mind believed that he hates me. I broke up with him when he went to college and I think we dated for about 6 months. We went to prom together and his friends and was just such a nice person. I attended his eagle scout graduation and he was an outdoors guy. He collected rocks, was a heavy weight wrestler and such a gentle giant. I think I even helped him pass our math class (the second time around). Looking back I feel guilt for breaking up with him because he was such I nice person... but the sparks were not there and I don't winter camp or enjoy rocks. However Luke you were a really great guy and I wished nothing but the best for him but I never imagined his life would end so soon and so sudden... So remember to enjoy life to the fullest and never take a day for granted... Luke we love you!!
